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wanderlust
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Since google took over Blogger which made me struggled on linking my new laptop to this blog. Thus i gave up and moved to wordpress. I'll leave this blog as it is because i couldn't bear to delete it :( Bye for now, here and see you guys there~ Like you will even care HAHA
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Many many stuffs happened in March. My internship with SATS ended, I graduated (still unofficial), My grandpa was sick, I cried, I laughed, I read, I applied for poly, i grew my nails like finally? Once in the history i got long nails, etc. Speaking of poly... I wasn't sure if I'm on the right path, making the right choices. I've never ever thought or going into poly or I've never been seriously thinking what i should do with my life i don't know. But clearly, I doesn't thought poly was my thing. After getting motivated by my friends and since I've already came this far, why not i go further to secure myself a place in this society. It suck to not have a vision of what i want to be in the future.. In fact, "future" doesn't comply on me. It was rather, darkness. Now i live for the sake of living, 走一步看一步. Most of the days i stayed home since no one really ask me out and money was being a bitch. So i was asked to do almost every chores in the house. Am i made to do all this? Well of cos, I'm willing to help since my mom works i don't but i don't see fairness in this. It was always me, me and me. For those things my mom doesn't satisfied in I'm the one to blame, for things that were not done I'm the one to blame. Am i the only one living in this house? Sometimes i don't even bother to say "It's not me". Because being silent and getting blamed was easier. It's frustrating.. To the point where i doesn't want to come back here and loiter anywhere.. Someone bring justice to me. I miss every single days we had during our secondary school days.. I know I've been saying this for like decades but i really wish to get back to those days. Because now.. We're pretty much damaged. All of us has our own reason to be busy thus we're not meeting frequently and that leads us to.. leaving. It's depressing. I came to realize that number of years together doesn't matter. It was when any one build a wall, others tried to climb it but couldn't because it was too high and gave up then that't it. But no one's giving up. We'll keep climbing and save you out, save us. Can we..... Do this? If you could just knock a little of your wall down for us.. If you could. How i wish i could get on the plane and go anywhere alone right now. Coz right now, I'm tired and i don't care.
I hate to agree that cert is more important than skills/experiences but i have to.. Living in this judgmental society. And because of the society, I don't want to be just an ITE graduate. Am kind of disappointed when my mom doesn't agree that I should continue my education for another 3 years because what i think she's thinking was if i go out to work and stop my education, she can stop giving me allowance and get some of my allowance. I guess she doesn't know how the society works nowadays... Luckily my dad asked me to choose poly over work if not I don't know what to do.
Now I'm struggling with either to choose Singapore Poly - Tourism & Resort Management or Temasek Poly - Hospitality & Tourism Management.
It's not too early to think now and i even regretted for not putting in more thoughts on this earlier... I guess my major problems was friends and then the modules. Call me anti-social or whatever but i'm scared of meeting new people in a new environment and i often avoided that as much as i could.. Modules, maths maths and maths is all i could see in their course structure list. I don't even know how to describe how badly i am in maths!?
I really wish i can have like anything which knows my future and answer my question right now T______T
 
Sigh i missed you. So much. It makes me so stupid while saying this but i still have to. It's been 2 years.. When will the day come again?
 Continuing my 20 facts that i posted in Instagram earlier because I couldn't managed to squeeze all inside the 20s. I don't care if you care i just wanted to say HAHAHA i know you're curious //smirk smirk// - I love giraffes and giraffes. As my picture in instagram featured him so yea. - I can live my whole live with bacon and potatoes. - I hate durians and banana. - I love snapbacks and would invest in them. - I named every of my pushies/soft toy/bao bao whatever you called them. - I wish i could have a wolf as a pet. - I believe in aliens and human with superpowers somewhere and secretly hope that i could meet them even though I'll probably faint if i really met one. - I've too many fears and i think i'll die first if i were to be in Dauntless. I'm afraid of cats, birds, thunders, ghosts, oceans (when i imagine I was in a ocean or in the middle of one, I'll get nightmares. Not trying to be exaggerating because I've encountered afew), anything that could fly and i sense danger in. - I hate crowded places. - Sometimes I can't understand women who are in a relationship because I've not been in one before. - I'm always late. - I watch Adventure Time whenever I'm sad and i love them because they always get my smile back.
omg i can smile and stare at this gif forever!?
 - I have a loving sister that always provide me food so i love her. That's probably all I'm sorry for being so shameless HAHA. Time for me to nua and chiong my dramas/reality shows! Byeee Was kind of regretted for signing up because i had terrible ache all over my body due to nafa test the day before. But since it was kindly sponsored and i agreed my friends to go so might as well go with the pain. BUT WHO KNOWS!? I HAD SO SO SO MUCH FUN AND EVEN BLAME MYSELF FOR FEELING REGRETTED INITIALLY. I've never felt so happy while running, never. I don't know it was the color or the people, I'm just.. Happy.   The race started at 4pm and before that there was zumba for warming up tho we was already sweating from the scorching sun. Most of the time we was walking and we called it color walk instead. The only time i found myself running was chasing my friends who splashed color into my mouth and me running after my friends for revenge. Well i don't know how many spoons of color powder i ate that day.. Can't even count. I got blue color the most because i don't know why I'm so unlucky that i happened to be in front of a staff who just topped up his container and how nice of him to poured half of it on me. Of cause i ran away while covering my eye because it hurts alot if the powder got into your eye plus I'm wearing contact lens. So when i was covering, I heard a staff said: " ah ah, cover some more!" *SPLASHHHHH* All i saw was blue, next, i became a smurf. Last stage of pink, i gave up covering and just soak myself in the colors.        Coming to the end of the event, everyone was given a pack of color powder to splashed it all around with the music. It was really beautiful. Didn't wanna risk my phone in the air of colors so this was the best i could get... But you get the idea ya hahaha.  Nevertheless, I'll surely be there on next year's Color Run. I'll go with the not-so-recent to recent one so firstly, my bro.  
Yep he's hospitalized but was discharge one week ago. He fell from his penny board while holding onto his friend's bike and broke his leg's bones. Suay or what. When i saw the xray of how badly his bones was broken into half and another was cracked into pieces i got chills and felt the pain in my chest (the first time ever i felt pain for him honestly) I didn't know it was that bad, I even laughed when i heard he fell but when the army officer who came to help said he should be sent to hospital right away. So at that moment i know, this is no joke and judging his fucking painful face and that swollen leg... omg this is really serious. Then he was fetched to the hospital by my dad and sis followed by me and my cousins. This was my second stage of feeling-maybe-it-was-just-dislocated-or-something-that-could-fix-back-quickly but when my sis told me he need to get an operation and hospitalized for days, i thought "omg this is fucking serious" yep it is, according to the doctors and mr. xray. My mom and him cried while he was waiting to get operate.. I almost cried. Knowing it was a minor operation but thinking how afraid and painful he must have felt i just can't.. Even now when i'm typing this and recalling that moment, my eyes were wet. Sigh but we're all relieved that he was better now, walking with his crutches and he's like really happy for not going to school lor but too bad he'll be going back next week muahaha.
Went to the River Safari on last Monday and the trip was ABSOLUTELY BORING. I wonder what's the purpose of building that place/safari/river/zoo whatsoever nothing seems to describe it nevertheless, don't waste your money or even think of going. One thing that is like $5 worth was seeing the panda & red panda, that's all but still, that doesn't worth spending $25 there. Even though that was my first time visiting, i almost fell asleep and wanting to turn back home once i stepped into the River Safari. Haha as a Singaporean I'm ruining one of our attraction oh well~
    
Some shameless selfies before i end this post n___n
      Day 1, 2 & 3 - JEJU ISLANDI will not ever ever forget this flight experience. The turbulence was HORRIBLE. THROUGH OUT THE ENTIRE FLIGHT JOURNEY HOLY SHIT. Afew mins after taking off, the plane was like roller coaster, no, worst than roller coaster. It's literally dropping, you know the feeling you got when you're dropping down from a roller coaster? YES. But this is plane, double the scary compared with roller coaster. I thought i was going to die and I'm scared to death.. The moment the plane started to shake my heart stopped again. So through out the flight i wasn't able to close my eye and sleep peacefully. Eventually i felt nausea for the whole day TT So the first day wasn't that pleasant for me..
Got this two drinks when I chanced upon their convenience store. Their banana milk jjang!!
  
First stop One Mount Snow Park.
 
Sledge dogs!! How i wish i could play with them u__u
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This was the place where Junu challenged himself to bungee jump in The Return Of Superman!
  First meal in Korea which was also the most heavy one. We ordered two size of this because the menu stated that this size, medium was served for 4 pax as we have 8 pax so we ordered two. When it came out, everyone thought we are pigs that eat this much urgh. But it was really good so i wouldn't mind to eat this till i die.   
In the late night, young punks came out for sports. can't stop staring sorry
First ddeokbokki i tried and it's damnit spicy. You can know judging on how red it is lor
Me and my bro failed to climbed up this mountain so we gave up halfway and go eat ice cream muahaha
 
Iichul Land which was featured in Running man~
  We had this for lunch and it was yummy. Sorry to say that. I'm very thankful for you, trust me. I eat what i love, so inhuman.... 
The Micheon cave that kwangsoo found the treasure.
      
Awkward me with my awkward wings...
My hair was terrible after i took out my cap so i desperately need something to cover
The place where Sarang's parents came to eat on The Return Of Superman! It was so packed and so sad i couldn't try this.. NEXT TIME.
  Day 4,5,6,7 & 8 - SEOUL
DOWN TO SEOUL! Compared to jeju, seoul is more suitable for me. More shopping, more handsome guys and more food!!
EVERLAND. Tried only 3 rides here despite the fact that this park was double the size of USS. We spent all of the time q-ing for the rollercoaster.. Sian. But worth it!
 This day was the happiest for me because I challenge myself to got on a 90 degree drop roller coaster and that was the best 30 secs of my life. It was literally 90 degree straight down! My butt was in the air and there was no stop for you to catch your breathe. Once it drop, you got up and drop down again. Fucking fun. I opened my eye for the first time on coaster rides and it's the best one. The real definition of roller coaster man.. Me and cousin was looking at the drop and think, Got 90 degree meh? Tsk say only. BUT WHEN WE GOT UP, SAW THE STEEP WE'RE GOING DOWN, GONE CASE. THIS IS FUCKING 90 DEGREE.The past roller coaster i got on was NOTHING. I felt that i'm braver after that. More roller coaster rides to come!! Those who visit Everland this is the ride you MUST try, this matter the most. (Got this picture from google as mine was covered by a tree -.-)   
Super cute giraffe popcorn container!!
 
Took the skyride or whatever they call to the Safari~
    
Gyeongbok Palace.
    
Our supper place for two days continuously as it was just opposite our hotel. Tried another place nearby but eventually we came back to this one. Their ddeokbokki was the best I've tried so far!!
    
Family 9's selfie at the Shinheungsa Temple
     Went to Daegwallyeong Wind Village for cheese making and sheep feeding. Their sheep was oh so adorable and they like haven't eat for years? They all chiong when someone tried to feed them and they are very very strong.      
Can he even see? Maybe he need some hair wax yo.
Peek-a-bo~
 
Sheep also don't dare to go near wahpiang but still i manage to be this close okay.
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  Dandelion!! First time holding it even though it was on my back for nearly a year (if you know) 
Probably this was the nicest picture he took in his whole life.
The view of the entire hotel land from the tower. It was damn big. We spent 2 hours walking to their estate and back. Though it looked near from upper view but no.
 
The place jaewan almost pushed the bastard down the tower
This poor glass who got hit by jaewan
 
Their reception!!! Was waiting for all the people to be cleared and when I'm about to snap, a whole group of ahtiongs came in -.- Forget it lor... tsk
The interior of the room. This is my favorite out of all the hotels we stayed~ *please ignore my bro derp face*
 
They have this photo zone area too and we spent like 10-15 mins there admiring them even though it was just.... cardboard. See the painting at the back!? Yea there's really a boat.
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来帅哥我们一起 selfie!
Ah mo ne's garden~~
See the boat? Aligning the stone wall. Don't dare to jump down and open the box hahaha
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Someday's lunch. Food picture's credit goes to Xavier as I didn't really took any picture of the food :/
I'm the daughter for joseon's minister. IGNORE MY AWKWARD HANDS AH >_<
The best bibimbap!!
The best seafood pancake!!!!!!
The past and the present.
 Even though I don't find alcohol that fancy at all but this rice wine, I LOVE IT. But the aftereffect.. feels like my head weight a hundred tons. 
Supper again.. Basically everyday.
Bukchon Hanok Village~
 MYEONGDONG!! Got so much cosmetics here instead of clothing. Basically i spent about SGD200+ on cosmetics. But if i got the same things in sg, it'll cost me like SGD300+? The price of cosmetics in Korea was really cheap but their clothing was expensive. After some while of shopping, my aunts and bros are going back with the tour but i wanted to shop more thus i went to find my cousin at some salon myself. They sent me the directions but i don't expect myself to got there "safely" or in time as I'm someone who couldn't read the map or remember the routes so at some point i gave up and ask people for directions. I approached two ladies who're in their 20s and without any hesitant they looked for the map in their phone. I'm relived as they didn't ignored me because I'm not their home people. You know, some people will siam you if they don't know your language or whatsoever. After looking at it, they told me to go together. Of cos i was shocked, why would they spent their time walking back again for me? And i asked if it was okay? They said they had alot of time as they're waiting for their friend.. While walking they even thank me for "finding" stuffs for them to kill time. Whoa... I met two angels while I'm at a moment of getting lost sia I'm so touched that i wanted to hug them so badly but I should maintain my cool. So yep, thank god for them <3 nbsp="" p=""> 
Selfie in the bus while waiting for others..... Featuring my neck pillow heh.
    That's all!!! A very long post indeed. On the day when i touched down, i felt emptily sad. Why? Beats me. Cube cafe, Namsan Tower and many many more I'll be back again!!! Overall this was a really good trip. The tour guides were good, company was good, shopping was good and nuff said for the food. Korean cuisine never goes wrong. Anyeong! |